June 2025

hi babies

been a cwazy month and this shit is barely getting started

“Bleeds” is out Sept 19th<3

“Wound Up Here" (By Holdin on)” the second single is out :)

some interviews that came out dis month if u want!! I think for old heads most of this info is old news, but the new ppl gotta catch up to our herstory

Guardian Interview

AP News Interview

Music Person Podcast

Chasing Sundays Interview

Outfit of the month:

9/10 for ridiculosity - belt over soffe shorts??? okay

early 1900’s corset cover, only the top and bottom most buttons are on there

leather engineer boots are not pictured but thems what i got on my feet as fuckin usual

my boy Matt (@tvbeaches) gifted me this painting when he came by for a music video shoot we did at the lake this past week….

i had mentioned I loved it like literally a year ago and he REMEMBERED and gave it to me<333333

he’s so incredible I’m so glad he’s getting his work out there with all the album art he’s done for MJ, Friendship and Colin Miller and moreeee

“Wound Up Here (By Holdin’ On)” video by Joriel Cura who actually reached out to me through this website!! I’m so glad he did cause he kilt this video. First time being shot on film and boy oh boy do I like how that looks

Most of the band was out on tour so it’s mostly just me in this bitch but xandy makes a brief cameo driving his truck around his land.

our bassist ethan made this 8-bit drawing of the video!!!! omg

Discovered some kewl artists through the Random Man Publishing website. I ordered a few of their books!

The one I wanted by an artist Teng Yung Han was out but their site (@han_teng for insta users) has lots of drawings and ceramics to appreciate on there!

I pretty desperately want this towel by Niptong and Future Host from the Random Man website but I will stay strong for now and get it as some reward for myself down the line for something

Random Man Publishing seems to be really good site for a curated list of artists in this type of style that’s not algorithm based! I’m bookmarking myself for future use/ to keep up with.

Got this 1/1 dress from Loyal Pup

Been obsessed with their airbrush work for a while, glad to have finally pulled the trigger on somn

Umm…. usually I put a little hint at the end of these posts about what the next single is but I’m actually confused about what the next one is and i’m too scared to ask……

I’ll bug my manager about it and put a hint here later lol

OKAY UPDATE:

i know wat single is next………

all I gotta say is… I’ll meet u out$ide

Really wish I could get a copy of this VHS publication of Nick Zedd’s - “War is Menstrual Envy” but it’s also out of stock!

I’m truly truly loving the curation of this website. What a cool rabbit hole.

May 2025

well………. it begins………

We released Elderberry Wine <333333 more soon hehe

We also played Colbert and ya’ll…. I was sick as a fucking DOG when we recorded this (we taped it on May 1st which is how most of the band was in Winston-Salem playing with MJ Lenderman on the night it came out).

I had a cold AND allergies AND was on my fuckingggggg period when we recorded that bitch…. and considering all that I think it turned out a-okay!

That shit was nerve wracking tho tell you what….. especially cause that song is so much more reserved than our other shit it was daunting to not be able to like totally let loose on something. I love Colbert too so I was like …. hello king!!!!!! starstruck

The filming of the Elderberry music video was so fucking epic………. It’s at the bar that my dad’s been frequenting for like 30 years. They were so hospitable to us <3

We had an open bar tab for everyone at the shoot when it started at 10am and by 12 pm everyone was fucking SMASHEDDDDDD. We worked until like 9pm that day so it was a very long very drunk day.

Special shout out to John who was in the video and unfortunately passed away on May 12th, I’m so glad his memory will live on in this video. Alan and Xandy especially were chilling with John and playing cards the day of the video shoot and he was just like an immediate homies. <3 Pour one out for him ya’ll!

also gotta shout out the Grimsley hat which I have had FOREVER but has been making the rounds in my wardrobe recently…. here is a picture of me wearing it when I was a freshman in highschool….. why do I look exactly the fuckin same…… also yes that is a blackberry phone…. and Sperry’s on my gd feet hahah<3

Ummmmm I got two clothing items this month, both when I visited NYC at the store Lara Koleji <3

This bangin ass Diesel button up (the epaulets!!!). I’m obsessed with the Pegasus print on the back too.

I also got these Vivienne Westwood sunnies. I only got one other pair of sunglasses and they don’t go with most stuff I got cause they’re brown tinted and I dont hardly ever wear brown. This pair is like army green… which is kinda a neutral… idk I feel llike they’ll go with everything I need em to

Here’s my psychical media haul for the month

I actually got Run Lola Run last month, but I didn’t feel like retaking the pic so there she is again.

Charlies Angels… classic.

Green Room and Grudge are both scary movies. I think i’ve seen Green Room but it’s been a minute and I have a terrible memory so it’ll kinda be like watching it for the first time when I throw it in the player.

Already been reading and loving Double Bird!

A few pages into Barry Hannah’s Geronimo Rex, too early to say how he ranks among my other fave southern writers.

I haven’t read the Shirley Jackson but I love her so I’ll probably love it but we’ll see!

In other news I went to Stud Country Line Dancing in NYC this month and was obsesssssed with the cutie community they have there. If ur gay as hell and love country music and are interested in line dancing I highly recommend you check it out! They have classes/dancing in a few cities, I know SF, LA, NYC and Nashville for sure.

It’s intimidating at first but very forgiving so even if u don’t got experience dancing I still recommend.

new tummy tattttt by @yourmomhatesyourtattoos

got a new webcam…. photo shoot tyme

Cd haulllllll!! Got these at Static Age in Asheville and Play It Again in Valdese, NC ff exit 111.

Earth, Pavement, Uncle Tupelo, Red House Painters, and some mysterious Yo La Tengo CD im not sure exactly what it is…. excited to find out. I hope its a live bootleg or somn.

I think that’s p much it for now!! Thanks for all the support on the new song. The one coming out next is one of my faves I’ve ever written. I’ll see ya there if ur holdin’ on.

April 2025

whats up bitches!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hope ya’ll’re good….. it’s been a CWAZY month for Wednesday shit. Most of it ya’ll won’t see til next month… but tell u wut…. May is the month for some mother fucking ANSWERS

I have had the happiest month I have had in a long time thank FUCK <333

I got bought some shit this month unlike last month so here we go fellas and squirrels

I got these Chippewa Leather Steel toed engineer boots on Ebay<3 I wear them basically every day. They are a half size too big which is great cause my feet get all swollen in the summer. I have walked miles in these already. Read an interview with Michelle William’s on Blackbird Skyplane talking about the engineer boots she wears in the movie Blue Valentine….. and I was like bitch THOSE are the boots I have been searching for my entire life. I will wear them until I am buried.

I bought this GORGINA mesh shirt at NYC’s Venus in Tokyo, a shop my friend Al recommended I visit while I was up there to record for a certain Late Night Television program…!!!

The store features a bunch of indie designers… its fucking awesome. Go check em out if ur into small designers and 1 of 1 pieces !!

I’m going to wear the absolute shit out of this shirt…. it’s from a brand called Nausicaa.

I’m sugar free and discovered these recently: I’m crunchin on em like my life depends on it

Here are my physical music purchases for the month.

FINALLY got my fave ambient record ever: Kali Malone’s “The Sacrificial Code” on vinyl.

I’ve been on a George Jones kick so I got a collection of his songs on CD, as well as Richard and Linda Thompsons “I Want to See the Bright Lights Tonight” and a compilation of NC Old Time music I found at Mckay’s. I’ll probably put my fave tracks from it on next months music playlist once I hear em s’more.

Here’s a DVD haul!

Some classics I’ve seen, some I haven’t, and then some shit I haven’t seen and have never heard of but that I took a chance on!

I have already seen Cody Banks (what our song “Cody’s Only” is named after), Audition, Coraline, and Run Lola Run and can vouch for the quality of all four.

The other’s I haven’t seen and will probably review next month if I get to watching all of em.

<333333

⋆˚𖥔 ݁ ˖𓂃.☘︎ ݁˖ take care babies!!!! ⋆˚𖥔 ݁ ˖𓂃.☘︎ ݁˖

March 2025

I didn’t buy much shit this month…. so I’m gonna talk about some of tried and true stuff

Skin care:

I use a lot of Korean Beauty stuff and very simple grandma skincare cause I got the worlds most sensitive skin

Mixoon Bean Oil Cleanser

Vanicream Face Wash

Vanicream Face Lotion

I did get a new toner (for the face not for the printer) tho that has been rocking my fockin world.


Here is my favorite place in the world:

Here is where I work…..

Is it a mess? Yes…..

But I get so much done here so deal with it!!!

As far as “stuff” goes…. I think thats the bulk of it.

gotta bunch of stuff in music and media sections this month tho so check em out!